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| 05:55am 15/05/2005 |
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So I haven’t slept since my last update everyone is asleep, wait Aaron just woke up. I have to be at work in an hour and I’m going to work until 3:00!!! I hope I make it out alive!!here is this weekend’s schedule:
(7:00-2:00) Work
(2:00-7:00) DO lawns paint kitchen and finish dry walling bathroom
(7:00-9:00)no one is home so I shower and listen to David Bowie really loud
(9:00) Carlos shows up we head toward Aarons
(9:00-9:15) we eat and begin the search for Alcohol
(11:00-3:45)drink drink drink drink drink drink
(4:00-5:00)discus the amount that we drank and laugh at stupid things that people have done in the process
(5:00-now)waste away on the death box of the 21-century
(7:00-3:00) WORK
(3:00-4:45) sleep
(5:00) go to church |
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| 01:44am 15/05/2005 |
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mood:  drunk
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Man Carlos is so wasted "no one will ever love you.... every one will lie to you no one will ever tell you the truth its all a lie" he was doing a drunken ben gonzalez impression! but it is pretty damn funny I probrobly shoudnt put this on here but hey its to late now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111 |
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| 09:37am 11/05/2005 |
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Mrs. Leharack She is pretty amazing no seriously shes crazy but amazing I realy wish that she would write a book about her life so that we can learn more about her I want to just fallow her around one day and take notes sop that I can write a script for a sidcom about her it would be increadible no it would be the best show ever it would have her and Mrs. Losner and they would just walk around the schools in their own little world. You will laugh you will cry you would pee your pants but in a good way! |
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| 07:56am 25/02/2005 |
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I'm dead wellat least I will be in like five minute... it feels good to let go................. |
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| valintines only sucks when your lonely |
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| 08:09am 15/02/2005 |
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mood:  content music: Mea (b-side) track 4..... nice
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Every year I dread feburary 14, most times Im actualy the anti v-day guy making cards ironic cards that read "I hate you" and so on. But tis year was different this year was nice I wasnt alone . It was so perfict it was just my excuse to be coney and mushy and I took avantage! It was so great I took her out for a nice little romantic diner picanic fallowed that up with a nice stroll last but not least we watched a movie. It was nice just siting ther holding her felling how soft her hands were how perfictshe was. i could have just stayed ther for weeks in that same position but the night came to a close and we parted ways. Ther was no way that it could have gone ay better.
I think I <3 her?! |
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| 07:52am 07/02/2005 |
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So last night I randmely meet my girlfriends parents. It was just like so what do you want to do "well we ca go to my house" soI was like sure I guess that sounds cool. and sure enough her parents were super rad. Her Dad actuly liked me...I think. Man Im telling you she couldnt of come at a better time in my life. Seriously God did this for a reasone.
matters not petaning to Kristi:
Im scared... Prepared for the worst... hoping or the best... accepting whatever is hrown my way. Im not sure if I can hadle this Im not ready. Wo am kidding Im like a small child lost in a grocery store helpless and desperate. This morning as Iheld my mothers hand it semmed different, Im just so fucking scared |
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| 01:09pm 03/02/2005 |
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IMMMMMMMMMM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| 01:14pm 14/12/2004 |
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It seems like the only thing keeping me going is the thought of ...... |
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| 01:10pm 03/12/2004 |
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Man so we ditch third and breakdown in front of target. and this pimo guy who we saw inside walked by and it was so funny this guy was one hagered ass pimp. he was wearing this fucking golden valuer jump suit and this huge orenge ass hat no joke i wish i could of taken a pic but every time we were gonna get the pic we would laugh to hard it was so funny!!!!! |
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| hey jordan lets make out?????? |
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| 12:55pm 01/12/2004 |
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yo, whats with this new fasination with boys making out with each other? No seriously!? I dont get it? and the best part is that sometimes you cant evan tell that its two boys. And to top it of the girls love it.....realy? I mean Im not that hot so if I start making out with boys the girls would come flocking or at least thats gow it seems. But I seriously doupt it
Man its so great Im sitting here updating my lj 9incase you didnt notice and janelle is right next to me and her computer wont let her. She is geting so pissed shes all "your gonna switch me computers!" little does she no that
Im not going to hahahahahahahahahahahahahah. |
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| Jessica & carynn = <3 |
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| 02:07pm 24/11/2004 |
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mood:  happy music: Love Drug
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So I have spent the majority of the last three days with Jessica and Carynn and it has been so great. So on monday they kid napped me and we drank tea played in the foam ate at mongolian BBQ it was delicious. We had so much fun and we did so much more then that but I cant seem to get it all out. oh and then today we ditched 4th to go back to the mbbq and guess who was ther.... MY MOM!!!!! but she was cool but Ill see you later |
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| tired of all the lies |
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| 03:06pm 19/11/2004 |
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mood:  disappointed music: the bronx
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I caught her red handed. She spun this complex spider web and shes all wound up in it to top it off she has no clue that I know shes lieng. I thought that I can trust her ....well I can but yet I cant believe her? is it posible to not believe someone but at the same time trust them? I realy cant ait to turn the tables . Im not shure how I m going to to it and to what extent evan but I know that I will be heatd thats for shure. I knew that the time would come when all your true friends come out and all the others stab you in the back but I didnt think that it would end up this way some people are realy surprising me its realy making me sad. I guess only time will tell. |
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| 07:58am 15/11/2004 |
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mood:  pissed off
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Oh my God I am so fucking sick of the same old shit!!!!!!!! WHen will change finnaly come into play(a good change) SO friday night my mom tells me I cant go to the show and Im like what the fuck why would you tell me the day of. This is twice in two weeks that she has done this to me, once with death cab for cutie and once with the chariot, so she tells me that we need to talk and Im like cool whatever maybe this is important. The night went a little something like this.
-She picks me up and shes made but wont tell me why
-in the process she takes me away in the middle of watching ELF (funny movie reminds me of me)
-we go to walmart and things seem cool although she still seems upset
-she cools of after I tell her that I will pay for her three $ shoes
-I buy a sweater
-she finaly tells me that shes not made at me she upset because she misses me
-we cry for about an hour
-the crying turns into yellin about how she doesnt know mw anymore and the same old bull shit she constintly pulls
-I get made at her for calling me selfish
-she simply tells me to stop being so melodramatic
-I get out of the car and go to my dads
-I dont see her until sunday at church (she shows up late a usual)
-she gets realy emotional seing me on the altar (Im a min... forget it its a catholic thing)
-in the end she gives ma a huge hug and tells me she loves me
-evan though I love her more then life itself pride takes the weel and I resist
-I give in and tell her I love her to
I wish these events were significant but ther not the same thing happens every other weekend. Its like clock work. I want so badly for life to be like it was befor eall this bullshit comes into play. I miss my house I miss my bed Im so fucking sick if sleeping on the floor of my 9 by 8 room (Im 6'5) I miss my dogs. Im tired of my sisters bullshit the list goes on and IM TIRED OF IT. |
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| 06:52am 08/11/2004 |
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mood: happy
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Mittins + WU TANG=hapieness |
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| 08:26am 04/11/2004 |
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| 08:34am 29/10/2004 |
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mood: amused music: Jessica
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I bet one thing that realy made pirates made is when they found a treasure chest with no handles... seriously how do you carry it?! |
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| 08:33am 08/10/2004 |
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(read this as if it is an acceptance speeche for best hip hop video)
Holy CRAP Blood Brothers????? yah I think so it was sutch a good tomr they were so good. I am defenitly happy that I got to go ,I would like to take a second to thank the one and only ARI for being so rad and leting me get her tiket I love you girl. I would also like to thank lil. baby nasties allan miller and Jacob alanzo, not to mention the legeng kelly ass lerma. BIg Mike I love you thanks for the ride. YO DEE I had fun hangin out with you and rosey , mosher, jen, Becca ect. It was good to se you all. I would also like to thank the LOrd Jesus CHrist with out you none of this would be possible. YOu big ups to Brooklyne B.I.g we miss you! |
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| 08:36am 07/10/2004 |
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Oh my god why the hell did I do this Im never going to up date this & I always said that I would never EVER have an "LJ" buty boardom killsand I am able to update at school but who knows I just might and up liking this whole thing. Thats if I even continue !? well hopefully I will be able to go and see the blood brothers tonight I just need to get my hands on a damn ticket but it should all work out!!!!! Well this is wher I end the whining and leave peaceout biotches |
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